It’s been all week since I’ve posted anything. My mind is occupied with divorce proceedings. I need to get this done quickly and fiercely. I am so strained financially. I was the one that left the house, I still have possessions inside of that old house, I caved and bought a different car, and my ex essentially is fighting me saying that certain investments of ours were his separate property before marriage – so I feel like I have no assets or safety net from which to protect me or my kids in the future.
I pay for their haircuts. I pay for their new clothes for school. My ex does not even respond to my requests for 50% reimbursement. This is bad foreshadowing for what will come over the next 15+ years financially with him.
I feel very, very low right now.
I am retreating again.
Hopefully this will be over quickly so I can breathe fresh air again.
